Times I just need to get away to find out who it is that I am what i lost and what i once had but when I won and would only gane through the tears thar I taste it the pain seeking my serenaty and sacred ground I pray learning to see past the storm’s rain looking at the best of times and remembering the sad knowing that the sun will always shine down of the broken soul of mine.

Doubt

The question of whether one is missed of forgotten is sometimes accompainied by doubts about the authenticity of the emotions of a moment.

Even though you know the truth, doubt suddenly gets in your way and robs you of all peace.

Doubts arice about things that you don’t understand.

Any thinking doesn’t work when the unimaginable happens.

You don’t have a solution and knowledge shows you the limit. It calls and asks within you without and answer.

Take a look at me now. The longing too great.

Longing creates an inner tention between what is and what would be. But longing is also a energy that pushes for changes.

Don’t run away from your longing even if it hurts sometimes. Run with her … who knows where it will take you.